MAN ki PATANG📝

I am not in that city Where only one girl looks me pretty  Sometimes that roads call And says look now my width is tall Sometimes that marvels miss me  Where I made birds and tree i lessly took my note book Walls was my all in one book So Those walls i want to see  Where I wrote A B C  Where i gone for hide and seek Those rooms are calm now  Bcz  I only still there for less than a week One stair was my favourite  Where I played some games  Now all looks me same I want to spend an evening on that roof Where I was made Bubble Liquid I used to be happy by seeing bubbles And there  I used to be shout like a goof Actually That time was aloof I miss that home  Where two people live  who really loves me One called my father  And one is my mom../

Yes i am good for nothing  But plz don’t judge me now I promise I will do amazing something  And one day you will compelled  To say me wow Don’t show me anger  And shout on me  Bcz one day  parents teachers relatives friends  And even my haters will proud of me.. Yes i am good for nothing  So tell me that’s why i am not loving  I do mistakes and i am little reckless  But dear peers stop taunting me I feel bad too bcz i m not heartless.. Yes i am good for nothing  So can you do nothing like that That makes me blushing  I am not always wrong  Sometimes it’s a fault of my timing  Listen It’s not me  It’s a phase which is disgusting  I will become better and better  My dearest day by day  All my malfeasance are flushing  Give me sometime  and stop me sucking  Wait my good phase is coming  And that will be stunning..!

It’s all about that  My mind is heartless  And my heart is mindless  if I talk about love  it is like wall nuts  and my teeth have mildness There is no match between  misshapen and beauty of highness  U r a rainbow  And i have colour blindness ...                                                  

अब वो थपकियो वाली राते   कहाँ गाने सुनकर सो जाता हूँ अब लोरियो वाली बातें कहाँ Screen पर उँगलिया चलती हे   बालों पर अब कोई जाती कहाँ अब कोई देखता नही रात में जागकर   कहाँ चादर हे कहाँ सिर हे   तो लाते कहाँ अब कोई ख़ुद जागकर   हमें सुलाता कहाँ सब्ज़ी कम पड़ गई तो चल जाता हे   अब हम वक़्त पर खाना खाते कहाँ फिर भी माँ सब जानती हे   हम सच ख़ुद कुछ बताते कहाँ ... ठंड लग रही हे कोन उठकर पंखा slow करे   तभी फिर याद आया   बेटा प्रिन्स अब वो थपकियो वाली राते कहाँ ....!                          

Duniya ko mutthi me to nahi kar sakta  Na itni takt ki me kisi se lad sakta Na hath me tir kaman he  Bs udhar ka thoda asman he Or mere paro me thodi si udan he  Kharid sakta he tu sab kuch Par meri fati jeb me bhi meri shan  he  Tera ye jo bahut bada makan he Sundar to he par bejan he  Or jisme meri maa rahti he  Wo chhota sa gahr hi mera jahan  he Mera na koi shahi khan pan he  Par hatho ko jalak jo bani he  Wo sukhi roti mera mitha pakwan he Akhir acha hi he Jo meri sanse  Teri is nai taknik ki hawa se anjan he Kyu ki meri khuli sanso me  Chhupa ek madhur gan he..!

Ha meri maa roti he Jb rat ko use meri achank se yad ati he Or mujhe apne pas na pati tb  Akhir mujhe soche bin Kis din wo soti he  Ha meri maa roti he  Khud ka bilkul khyal nhi rkhti Lekin jb mujhe jukham v ho Tb v 10 bar phone kr kr ke Wo apna apa khoti he  Ha meri maa roti he Mere ghar ane ke intjar  me  Sab kuch pkati Ghee mawa ka pyar se Har din ko bo dhan sa boti he  Ha meri maa roti he Mujhe ghar pr  dosto ke bin acha nhi lgta Wo kuch din ko or rokti he Pr jb me ghar se nikalta hu Tb wo kanpte huye honto ko Or palko ko anshuo se dhoti he  Ji ha meri maa roti he Suna he  Maa baccho ki jan hoti Or kismat wale hote he jinki ma hoti he Lekin  jiska beta bachpan se dur ho Uski maa to bs roti he  Ha meri maa roti he Pr jb me tere sath rhu  Tb bhi tu khusi se rona kv kv Kyu ki sochta hu me jb kv Ki tere janaje ke bad  Mere janaje pr kon royega Jb ...

Mombattiya jalane se  Ya fir Whatsapp ke status  Ya insta ki story ke bahane se Hamdardi jatadi sabne  Suno Asifa ab  isse jyada ummid mt rkhna is jamane se Kyu ki ye sb to pahle bhi hua tha  Nirbhaya ke dafnane se Tujhe asal Nyay to tb milega jb  Jb chorahe pr Unki  gardan alg ki jayegi  Dund kr unko unke hi thikane se Par asifa esa nhi hoga Kyu ki abhi  inhe fursat nhi  Tujh pe bhi rajneeti khilane se Tajjub to tb hua jb mene suna  Tune ye ath din gujare  Pas hi bethe us upar wale ke sirhane se Akhir Tu  kisse madad ke liye chilla hogi Allah ram hanuman ya  radhe ke diwane se Tino lok ke nath Tujhe sab dikhta he to kya kasht ho rha tha Apne hi ghar me najar firane se  Wese to dusto ka nash karne ke liye kai awtar liye   asifa bhi bach jati Agar us din bhi ajate tum kisi bahane se Lagta tujhe bhi sarmidgi na thi Esi duniya banane se

Sab to he fir  Na jane kis ki kami si he Khus to hu fir Kyu In ankho me nami si he Sayad ab bhi mere dil me Teri Kuch achi kuch buri  Yade abhi bhi jami si he/ Ab tu kabhi wish nhi karti mujhe Pr Tera new year or birthday  Pr diya card abhi bhi pas he mere Unhi ko dekh kr Soch leta tu  mujhe he ghere Un pr  likhe wo sabd  pd leta hu kv sham kv sabere Or asha karta hu  Meri di kuch yade ab bhi sath ho tere/ Mana mene galti ki Or Ab teri najro me anjan hu me Par itna to yad hoga  Tera wahi purana arman hu me..//

Jb jb jashan hua Tb tb nacha me badi jor se Ye dekh logo ne  tulna ki meri mor se Kash  wo mere andar jhank pate  Or mere anshu dekhlete thodi gor se Khusiyo ki moti rassi  Ab najuk he ik patli dor se Ab bs andhera dikhta he Dundli mene jugnu chahu or se Thoda aram chahta hu Thak chuka me sunkar  chhal kapat or tano ke khanakte sor se Rat to honi hi he Ye sach koi nhi jhutla skta Chahe suraj kitna v taple sham tk bhor se Bhale hi Fika dikhta hu zindgi ki maror se Magar ummid abhi baki h Ek din chankunga dur se..!!

Kash mujhe teri chah na hoti Dard to hota pr ye aah na hoti Jb tu gujarti mere  samne s  Tb mere pas ane k sibah  Tere pas or koi rah na hoti Tmse mujhe kv ishq na hota  Agar teri ankho pr meri pahli nigah na hoti Tmse milne k bad  Dil ka Jo hona tha wo ho gya  Pr kash meri gustakhi Teri najro m gunah na hoti Tu meri nhi ho skti ye pta tha mujhe Tujhe bhula v deta  Agar teri roj ek jhalak ki yade  Mere dil or dimag ki shahan shah na hoti Kash tujhe yad rakhne ki koi wjah na hoti  Hakikat to sb ko pta h Pr mere bune sapno m  Meri hi hoti ho tm  isliye Kash rat sirf ghante barah ki na hoti Ya fir kash kv ye subah na hoti Jb dikhti lgta  amawas m chand nikla ho Fir kash najar andhere se agah na hoti Meri ye kahani sabne suni bde gor se Pr Mujhe mere gam ki parwah na hoti  Agar wo mere dard se ittlah na noti Me ashko ko chhupa hi rha tha  Pr meri kahani sunkar...

Behali se bhara  Lachari ka ik saya hu  Ange badne ke liye Apne ap ko piche chhod ke aya hu Kuch sapne or thoda sa dar leke Jindgi ke safar me akela nikal aya hu Lekin is bhid me  Lgta khud ko khud hi Kahi kho aya hu Kai mosam yuhi bite  Lakh kosis ke bad  Aj khud ko paya hu Ab me khud ka swagt kese karu Khud ke bina thoda akela tha  Isliye ab tk kuch nhi kmaya hu Khud hi khud ke swagat ko Is behali ki thali me  Bs kuch lafj sajo kr laya hu Akhir lachari ka hi to saya hu..//

Aj achanak fir dum ghuta  To Wo apne man  ko tatolti shahid sipahi ke swagqt me Aj wo fir apna anchal kholti Use utha kr Hindusta se pakista ek hi to he Us bharat maa ki ruh yhi bolti Tum jo itna ladte ho Na jane kya kya sahte ho Jajbato ki andhi me Tm jb ib bahte ho Mujhe bant kar ab bhi tum sab Meri hi chhati par rahte ho Khun baha kar apno ka hi Tum ise desh prem kahte ho Barud se hota aya abtk hahakar Chahe koi ghayal hua ho sarhad Ke is par ya us par Dono mere hi to he ise nhi jhutla skta Sarhad sima or sansar Jise tum kahte bharat mata  To kash sunpate is maa ki ek pukar Jag me Mere jesa koi nhi Kahne ko to me jag se nyari  Mere liye jan bhi dedete Hu me inko itni pyari Par jiske dono bete ladte ho Andar se hu me wo maa dukhyari Har insa ek jesa nhi bas  Kuch logo ki gandi harkat se Ban gya rob dahsat se  Jo abhi kadam nhi rakhte sahi se Unhe bhi jina sikha diya nafrat se Kash koi mer...

Ek phool tha mere pas gulab Or gulab ki bat hi kuch or thi Tod diya mene wo gulab Chhod diya uska sath Or dediya use hmesa k liye ghab Kyu ki uske kante mujhe psnd nathe Fir kai phool mujhe mile  Jinse na huye kv koi sikbe na gile Sundar bhi the na kate the Bakio ki bhi khusbu bdi jor thi Magr jb jb mene un par gor ki  Tb tb ahsas hua ki  Ye bo nhi bn skte kyu ki wo gulab tha Or Us gulab ki to bat hi kuch or thi..!!

My heart.. Don’t mess with me  Bcz It’s not ur cup of tea  Let my mind free You olny create trouble to me First u get hurt  After that u start weepy  Ur movements are not well U always wander  Here and there like a thirsty  I will not let anyone like u Bcz U don’t know  this world’s reality my face is not pretty  And my pocket is bitty So my heart  Don’t mess with me  If I stop my breath  for u that time will be creepy                               And I sure You will pee So heart  don’t mess with me  which you are looking for Is not creamy  And u can’t find him  Bcz I locked him  In mind’s deleted box And threw it’s key You are only mine Dear heart  Plz dont show fury Bcz our relation is like Shade and tree..!!